I cannot be certain but this feels like the first day since we met with absolutely no contact. It’s so strange. I keep looking at you in my mind. Watching you walk away over and over. Hearing you tell me you want to leave or think I should leave. I hope you find someone who can be what I’m not.
I hope you find someone who loves you as much as I do but can express it in ways you appreciate.
I hope you find someone you love like I love you.
I know I can’t be with anyone now.
The bright and shining colours blurred the ghosts ever there
Learnt to live with past mistakes and hide within her hair
Her eyes so vibrant, called to me and perused the darkest depths
Further than her mind could think or I had ever known
Now another ghost standing by the wall
Another victim I dream about and call
Silently and audibly, always wanting more
Knowing that to try, would kill us even more